When you live far from where you began, the heart stretches, learns new rhythms, rarely stops reaching across oceans and time zones. There’s always someone missing from the room, always a voice you wish you could hear…

My daughter and her children were in the States, visiting my mother. She’s ninety now. When they said goodbye, my grandson, Gabriel, told me she cried. His little voice softened, “I hugged her three times and told her I would see her again.”

The sweetness of a child who doesn’t yet understand the weight of time, meeting the knowing heart of someone who has lived through it. Love held in the space between them — one just beginning to measure life, the other measuring what remains.

Home, for me, is both here and there. It’s in the laughter around my table and in my mother’s hands folded in prayer. To live between two places is to live with your heart always on your sleeve — tender, exposed, grateful, and forever holding what is not beside you.



Comments

11 responses to “Homesickness”

  1. This post really got to me emotionally. I lost my funny wonderful mother this past June. My husband lost his benevolent beloved mom less than 3months prior. 2025 has been a storm for us.

    Innocent children bring such joy and they really will see her again. Of that I am sure. God bless her.

  2. Kathy Chaney ( Texas Red Shed Spring Trip)

    My heart aches for you being so far from your mom , knowing how little time you have left with her. I am blessed that my parents are still with me at 96 and 93. I dread every phone call from home thinking someone is calling with the final news. I wish I lived closer but thankful there’s not an ocean between us. Glad you were able to spend time with your mom and that your daughter made a visit too.

  3. Parting is so Bittersweet., so much more when hearing the good-byes of a child and their grandparent.

  4. Great pictures! Your sweet mom looks much younger than her age!

  5. Oh Corey! I feel this for you! Sweet little Gabriel has your heart of love.
    Your mother has such a youthful look. What a wonderful family you are a part of.

  6. Your words, thoughts and feelings are so genuine, beautiful and heartfelt. Bless you, your sweet Mom and your dear family, Corey. 💕

  7. Annafromindiana

    Oh, Corey – your beautiful mom —- your profound feelings — the truth in your words—- resonate so deeply for me and have touched me with tears.

  8. How lucky we are to have our partings so very hard to deal with . This post really hits home with me I have such a hard time when the family must leave for thousands of miles away only seeing them every 2 years or so. But thank God for technology and love never separates what is in the heart. Distance is just a measure to see how far love can travel Love Jeanne God bless us all

  9. A beautiful post… it made me cry.

    1. ❤️

  10. Marilyn Miller

    What a sweet Gabriel. Yes, he will see her again, I am sure of it.
    So tender! I do understand living in two different worlds. I sometimes wonder how that affected my children.

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